wooo six flags was wild i loved every minute of it. i went with babygirl and sam, we did free fall and that ride was too short but if it was longer it would've been crazier. i damn near passed out going into the ride ask either one of those two because they were shaking me going, "trish? trish? umm trish?" i barely could hear them all i could hear was my heart pounding like crazy. my husband was supposed to come but of course he had to work <^> i dont know anymore... *sigh*

mountain creek on july 22 is everyone readayyyyyyy? damn i haven't seen k-unit in a minute so i'm excited for next week. my boy ryan is coming as well and hopefully we don't wind up dying jumping off 30 ft cliffs into the water lol.

an apology is in order sorry to lala for the way i've been acting lately. all i can say on that is i'm protective over my cousin and if she gets hurt by something that drives me insane. but if you're happy with my boy there's nothing i can say but make sure you make him happy fuck it make sure you make each other happy because somebody has to be happy between us three and it damn sure ain't me. well yeah, i know you know that i haven't been feeling what's been going on because i know ryan would tell you and shit i wanted him to. but yeah that's all i'm going to say make sure to keep each other happy.

a woman needs love the kind you so called playas never dreamed of smh at these little ass boys claiming they know how to treat a woman. i'm sorry to say but the love a woman truly needs is nothing you can possibly give. you're so caught up in giving your love to different females (whether you know it or not) that you don't have enough love to keep them satisfied. you don't show them enough affection and no punks i'm not talking about just sex or anything like that. i don't know if i'm even making sense or if any of y'all really feeling me on this but hey i tried to school some of ya.

miss dymebaby is back in town my 2nd string main bitch is back in town to cause some havoc. lol, girl i missed you very much! *ghetto fabulous in illinois* rotfl, sorry that's just a trip they considered your ass ghetto. but glad you're back because ahem some shit was rising and my temper was as well haha .. ill tell you on the phone homie.

got beef? come see me homie i don't talk shit, i drop bitches *smile* yeah yeah yea, fuck that shit <^> come see me the address? i'm listed dumbasses

fishing tomorrow i haven't gone fishing in the longest time but i will be tomorrow so i'm happy it's just going to be me and the boys woot woot lol

true love never dies i don't know what i would do if clarence ever up and left. i love him so much, he does the sweetest things for me. i think i've finally found what i've been looking for all this time. and it's absolutely perfect my baby bought me shoessss hehe, good looking out gangsta. haha silly private joke for those who don't get it lol. his love is on point, the love he gives mentally and emotionally he reinforces physically but that's not what we're all about. i love you forever baby

the crazyness, the sillyness lol lol i was chilling at babygirl's crib for the past two days. my gell-liciosa was there too and she bugged out with us. we were just having fun and this dumbass was going around bench pressing us and we were carrying him on our legs rotfl. don't ask me we're just acting dumb and stupid like that.

i'm living the life people envy i'm so happy and everything is falling into place again. my friends are cool as fuck, my man's body stay on point and his personality is woooo and he a bad boy cool points for him! rotfl, my family's straight we're just relaxing for the summer. i'm earning a lot of money to basically do nothing, then i go and see my butterball of a godson jason.

i'm a bitch? forreal? lmao yeah i probably am a bitch. i do what needs to be done fuck all that other shit. i know a certain someone is still tight due to the fact i dropped his ass with the quickness. correct me if i'm wrong homie but didn't i ask politely for you and i not to talk anymore? i just didn't want your friendship anymore, i'm sorry but yes i am a bitch. but if you got a problem with me, then so be it. quit talking about me with other people. when the friendship ended i never said i didn't like you because i had nothing against you. but now you want to go running your mouth trying to act hard when everybody knows you're a poser and a bitch ass nigga? lmao, everybody knows it yo just they don't want to hurt you feelings. you don't like me homie? shit i fucking hate you now, and i'll make sure you will learn to hate the name trish. don't fuck with me, i'm not a person to fuck with you get me? dismissed. starting work tomorrow i'll be going back to the high school so i can start working. ugh back in those god damn hallways once again dammit! i also have to work with someone who i loathe and hate but i have to suck it up because shit i got pride but my pride ain't earning me any damn money so i'm just going to talkto that person when necessary and as little as possible rotfl

yesterday, bear mountain damn i felt like i was doing the whole outdoors blah shit again. in the morning i saw babygirl she just woke up and her little butterball was outside with her mama. butterball's getting big and he's so adorable how many times do i say that in my muthafuckin' xanga lol. but girl i'm sorry we haven't chilled but i promise i'll come through tomorrow after work or something like that sinceyou have somebody's graduation to go to and shit like that.

clarence :: ugh, fuck maaaan i haven't been able to talk to my baby for the past few days. shit sometimes i wish he'd call me just to let me know if his ass is still alive. my boys are just telling me to leave it, to just go with somebody else to just be happy. i am happy, don't get me wrong it's just i'm attention deprived lmao. i love him too much to just let go because i miss a couple of nights here and there talking to him.

n'kuh why do you gotta lie for? i don't understand why men lie... my girl calls me up crying tell me how he told her he loved how and all this shit. i know my girl and yes she's a friend but she wasn't looking for a commitment she said so herself. she tried to stay away from this man and he just kept telling her how much he loved her how much he cared so she gave him her heart and WHAT HAPPENS. he played her, i mean if men just want to mess around be real, we'll respect you more in the end.

if i died tonight will god let me through them gates? i hope when i die god can let me on through despite all the sinning i've done. smh at myself, i don't even know what's up. i've made a lot of mistakes in the past and i can't take them back but i did learn from them. i don't even know but for everyone...
if you died tonight, would god let you through them gates?
its just something to think about.